Instant Gratification isn't really gratification at all. . .

This is from a previous blog I wrote a few years ago. . .

We've been so bombarded with secular "facts" and data about marriage, about money, about relationships, about careers, basically about everything you can think of that Christians overlook the Truth and God's promises.

I see this time and time again. How can we abandon God's Truth, His promises, and let the societal "norms" dictate our decisions, formulate our opinions, and skew our basic beliefs?

This is not ground breaking or even a new idea, but America has become a society which thrives on instant gratification. Sure spending those last few dollars in your bank account on the necklace that matched your outfit perfectly felt good at the time, that is, until you realized you're out of laundry soap, you need gas in your car, and there's nothing in your refrigerator. That necklace doesn't feel so good now, does it?

The new model automobile is so enticing with all it's options, so you take out a high interest loan. You'll be cool sporting the newest car you really can't afford and everyone at the office will think something of you. That is, until you lose that job and go unemployed for several months and the car gets repossessed. Well it felt good while it lasted, right? Those few times you got to show off in it sure felt gratifying.

What about the marriage that was supposed to be a Cinderella fairy tale and go on to be "happily ever after?" I'm not talking about marriages in which someone renounces God, is physically abusive, or is an adulterer. Here are definitely legitimate and Biblical grounds for divorce. I'm talking about the people I've heard say, "well I can always get a divorce!" You don't think you should have to "work" on things? If you're in love it should "fall" into place and "work" itself out? Sorry, but that's only in the movies! Divorce is a trend for some people who have reconcilable differences.

What about just NOT getting married? Who needs a wife or husband telling them what to do all the time? Besides, when I have a wife or husband they will be the only person I'm ever with for the rest of my life. What about when they stop making me feel good? I don't need to take part in a "union"... Marriage is only a legal contract. Who gets married anymore? I can make a promise in front of God without getting married!

Really?!? These are things I've heard before. These are things I've seen before. These are now normal beliefs and actions of Americans everyday.

God promises us so much more than
a few meaningless moments of the warm and fuzzy feelings. When you became a Christian God didn't say you would feel instant gratification in every encounter of your life. He didn't promise you things would be easy. He promised He'd be there for you. What we want is not always what we need. What we plan is not always what He executes.

He promised the Bible would contain all Truths and when you doubt, seek His word. When you are suffering or alone, seek His word. When you feel like the only person on the planet with problems, challenges, and road blocks, seek His word.

I've not always been a perfect person. Well I've never been perfect at all for that matter. I'm not a soapbox dweller, but I do know God is the master creator of the universe who loves you, knows your name, and wants the best for you. He wants you to lean on him and in all ways seek his Truth. He wants you to not worry, but pray about everything.

A Christian lifestyle is not about a perfect lifestyle. It's not about what you wear. It's not about what society considers normal. It's not about the material things you can't take with you to heaven. It's not about being happy 100% of the time.

It is about turning to Christ and acknowledging Him in all ways. God loves you and wants you to be a faithful follower. He doesn't care if you drive a fancy car or wear a big fat diamond ring. He loves you in tattered clothes and a beat up truck. He wants the best for you.

Be faithful in all ways and God will bless your life. If you are spending all your money and bouncing checks, missing credit card payments, praying for more money is not your solution. Try being a faithful steward with the paychecks you have earned. Why would you want to mismanage even more money?

If you're dating and praying for the perfect mate to fall at your footsteps you should be glorifying God through your words and actions. Why would you want to put yourself in a less than desirable situation with someone because you simply couldn't glorify God through your choices?

If you're having a rough time in your marriage, remember the promise you made to one another. You are now one and God wants nothing more than to bless your marriage and work miracles in your relationship. In all ways praise God and give Him the glory he so rightfully deserves.

When you are a faithful follower God blesses your relationships and your situations. Not everything will be easy all the time. Marriage is a constant work-in-progress. We grow and change and mature. We are sometimes hard to deal with and quick to deny our relationships. Don't ask God to fix a marriage you're not willing to work on. These "blessings" oftentimes do not seem like blessings at all. Being "blessed" can mean a multitude of things.

I feel "blessed" God stopped me in my tracks and I became a single mom. I feel "blessed" I didn't always live a perfect Christian life. I made mistakes, and I still make mistakes, but I've learned substantial lessons from each of these blessings. God drew me closer to his heart than I ever thought He could. He turned me to His word and His kingdom.

God is the only instant gratification there is. His word will gratify you far longer than any material possession ever will. Instant is really not the right description of his gratification. Perhaps, extensive gratification might fit Him better. You will continue to be gratified in your Christian lifestyle when you seek the Truth and the real Promises found in His word. Don't rely on society and statistics to determine what is "normal". God is your truth, light, and the way.

I wish blessings to you. 

This is an old one, but I love it

There's something to be said about someone who can be content even through a storm. Sometime the storm is a legitimate rain cloud floating above without any plans of clearing out. Sometimes the storm is actually more like a sprinkle, but because of worry and doubt we feel like it's The Storm of 1900.

I, for one, am not good at finding peace and contentment during my storms. Usually my storm is the latter; a light shower on the radar, but it feels like I'm in a hurricane. I do know, however, we serve an awesome and glorious God and no matter how much we doubt him, doubt ourselves, and worry our lives away, He pulls through. He hands us a raincoat, umbrella, and boots and helps us slosh through the puddles.

I love God's candidness. He is the All Powerful, the Great Redeemer, the Most Wonderful of Kings and he chooses to give us exactly what we need in the small and subtle aspects of life. It's not always ceremonious or showy, but it's always what we need when we need it. Don't get me wrong. I don't mean we always get what we Want. . . We get what we Need. Sometimes the plan we have mapped out isn't the plan God has.

I love how when I hear something on the radio that really strikes me I know it was intentional. I love how the sermons at church always seem to be exactly what I needed to hear exactly when I needed to hear them. I love how when someone shares a story of victory it gives me the confidence to conquer my fears.

God always pulls through and in the end we know that gearing up for the storm and facing it head on makes us better, stronger Christians, spouses, friends, parents, siblings, and children.

I'm so thankful I am a new creation (Rom 6:4-6) and God has totally transformed my heart and wiped my slate clean. We serve an awesome and powerful God who loves us deeply. This always leaves me in awe knowing he loves us more than we can even fathom. I'm so glad for the subtle reminders that I don't have to be perfect because Jesus was. We are no longer bound by sin. Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. (prov 3:5)
And by doing this the storm might seem fun or at least manageable. 

Kyleeisms

This will be an ongoing blog to keep track of all the funny things Kylee says! Enjoy! You have to read each one with a sassy attitude and a head bob. 

*Uncle Snake was shoveling sand from a big sand pile in Pappy and FiFi's driveway. Kylee asks him, "Isn't it rude when someone does something to someone?" Snake, "yes." Kylee, "well you're doing something to me. You're messing up my sandcastle!" 

*I was trying to get Kylee dressed for family pictures. When she wouldn't cooperate and I got a little frustrated with her she asked me, "Why you bein' so dramatic?" 

*I was telling Kylee she needed to sleep by herself in her own bed tonight and she asked, "can God sleep with me?!" 

*FiFi needed to use the bathroom, but I was in there taking a shower. Kylee told her, "Go use Mommy's bathroom." FiFi said, "But your mommy is taking a shower." Kylee replies, "so! She's not sitting on the toilet!" 

*Kylee was sitting on the potty and she looks up and says, "Hey Mommy! I'm pooping out those two bananas!" Oh good grief!

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Sitting on the Play Set

It is a glorious Monday in the Van Sant backyard! I'm currently sitting in the fort of the kid's play set. Kylee invited me to join her and of course I can't resist that sweet raspy voice and precious smile. She's such a crazy, rebellious, sassy, little girl but she has a big heart for The Lord! She loves singing praise and worship and telling people about Jesus. 

Today Matt Redman's "10,000 Reasons" has been stuck in my head. I was walking around singing it when Kylee asked me to download it on iTunes! Yep! My 3 year old knows all about iTunes! 

Again it's hard to turn down a 3 year old screaming, "bless Th Lord oh my so oh oh my so worsh he holy name. . ." (There's no typos), so of course I did. Needless to say she's made me play it 100 times today, but that's okay because it's such a great song I don't mind at all. 

So back to the fort. We're on the fort and the wind is blowing in our hair, it's a wonderfully cool evening and she wants me  to turn on "ohhhhh my so" again! As I stood driving our "ship" we were loudly singing the song and enjoying the view of the neighborhood from this "ship!" What a sweet reminder of the beauty we see everywhere that is Christ. As I looked out over the yards surrounding us, I felt overwhelmed by His presence. 

God is everywhere, we just have to open our hearts and minds to see him. I feel His presence in some of the simplest, most basic ways. We don't have to be out on a mission trip or trying to save the world to acknowledge Him being with us. Christ is all around us, protecting us, loving us, encouraging us, engaging us in conversation, and showing us the beauty of this wonderful life. . . We just have to open our eyes to it and feel the blessings. 

My prayer for you is that you will open your heart, mind, and eyes to the beauty of Christ in your life. He's with you even when you feel all alone. He's with you during trials and triumphs. He wants to move into your personal space and get deep in conversation with you. He wants nothing more than to feel your love and energy. Engage Him today. I pray you reach out, cry out, yell out, or simply speak out to Him today and ask Him to move in your life. He will be there for you. He will console you. He will love you. He will always be faithful. But relationships aren't a one-way street! You have to reciprocate and be in the relationship with Him, too. Acknowledge him in all you do. Every great blessing comes from Him so give Him all the glory today and always.

That's my prayer for you. 

There's no such thing as a coincidence!

There were some pretty amazing things that happened on our trip! Moments which really prove there is a wonderful God in heaven! When people refute my God, these are the types of examples I use. Things that happen way too perfectly are without a doubt blessings handed down from Him. 

For this reason, I do not believe in coincidences. God very intentionally puts people in our paths to grow us in some way. He put a sad lady on Skid Row in our path so we could prove to her she isn't forgotten. He put a hipster dog-walker in our path so we could simply show him compassion. He put 2 pastors in our path to open our minds up to other ideas of Christianity. Maybe these aren't His reasons, but I definitely took something away from each of these encounters with strangers. I know His plan is much greater than what I can wrap my brain around, but for now, this is how I see it. 

These people didn't by chance cross into our lives. . . It wasn't just a coincidence that we were seeking God's wisdom and the pastor preached about that very thing! It wasn't a coincidence we were at Echo Park and just so happened to pass the dog walker. It wasn't a coincidence we were at the Dream Center the same week as the pastors from Indiana. God very intentionally put us where we needed to be when we needed to be there!  

I look at each of these scenarios as sweet blessings from Him. God continues to work on my heart even after I'm thousands of miles away from LA. He continues to plant seeds in me, which enables me to plant seeds in others. 

I wish I could step out of my moment for just a minute and see what's happening with Kawana, Dillon, Jared, and Chris. I wish I could see the work being done in their lives! I'm so thankful we serve a God who is so much bigger than anything we can imagine and I'm confident they are well taken care of! 

I continue to pray blessings over all the men, women, and children I came into contact with while in LA! They are destined for greatness and I hope they put their faith in God to get them there!!! 

Sidewalk Sunday School

The following is a collection of pictures from Kids Jam Sidewalk Sunday School. We went into Compton, Watts, and South Central to bring a Biblical message to the kids. 

In the second neighborhood we went to, there was a really sweet grandma who stayed and listened to the lesson. She kept interjecting witty comments. The best was when she was speaking about the girl teaching the lesson, "She love Jesus so much, she don't even know she in danger!" I guess that's true. I remember a few years ago Pastor Tim encouraged us to get dangerous for Jesus. . . Although it didn't feel like it, I guess these are considered dangerous areas of LA. 

SSS starts off with volunteers loving on kids. I played duck-duck-goose, Red Rover-Red Rover and UNO! It was so much fun! Once we played a while, we had "tarp time" where the kids sit on the blue tarp to hear the Bible lesson. The lesson was "Honor your father and mother," Matthew 15:4. They gave the kids a simple way they can do this: A- through their attitude, B- through their behavior, and C- through their communication. The funny grandma made sure to say to honor your grandmother, too. 

This was definitely a rewarding experience. I love watching kids get excited about God. 

Trusting God

Serving at the Dream Center proved to be the highlight of my summer! It definitely helped me to step out in faith and meet new people, pray with people, and encourage people. 

Walking through Echo Park and inviting people to the Dream Center's Back-to-School Bash ended up being one of my favorite activities! Erica and I prayed with so many people! Until then, I haven't ever prayed for strangers on the street! It was so neat to offer prayers to people and for them to actually accept! We even had one sweet couple who prayed for us. It's powerful to share our love of Christ with others and to simply show them His love through our actions. We didn't overload people with Jesus, we simply showed them we cared about them and we engaged in conversation with them. 

Sometimes we try to make things too difficult. The truth is, you don't have to have all the Bible knowledge in the world to successfully lead people to Christ. Actually I'm pretty sure some of the most successful proselytizers simply show people they care. Sometimes the overbearing scripture-quoting Christ followers seem too intimidating to people, therefore pushing them away, rather than drawing them near. I'm not saying that to offend anyone, but to really drive home the simple fact that you don't have to be well versed in scripture to get people to follow. Simply witnessing love and compassion draws people to Christ. I'd like to think we planted seeds that day we walked Echo Park.

God is so good and I can't imagine living a life without Him. By accepting His son, we are guaranteed a spot in heaven and It's our job to make sure heaven is filling up!!! I don't want my influence to end in California... I want to continue to witness to people through my sincerity, my love, my compassion, and my smile. 

Let’s not get tired of doing good, because in time we’ll have a harvest if we don’t give up. So then, let’s work for the good of all whenever we have an opportunity, and especially for those in the household of faith. (Galatians 6:9, 10 CEB)